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Sigh... I think my extramarital "thing" has ended. At least it feels that way. I have emailed him and have not gotten a response since yesterday. I know that he's been on, I'm not sure what is going on. I need some information so I can process my feelings on this right now. If he wants to end it, he has to say so. That way I won't feel as lost as I do now. I just want to know what is going on. That's all. But I don't want to email him again because what if I am just over-reacting? Ugh! I hate this. I hate being in this position in my life. I feel even more alone than I did before and that's saying something. AHHHHH!!!!!! I wish I could just scream out loud! O well, story of my life! Write back later!